If I Had Known

I have had known I would have held you longer.

I would have kissed you more.

I would have pulled you closer at night

I would have forfeited my runs to watch you sleep.

I would have taken more selfies

I would have made you laugh

I have stayed by your side when you were feeling sad

I would have made plans, entertain you and ask you not to leave.

If I had known it was the last time I was going to see you, I would have looked away.